Friday, December 11, 2009

I Believe

I Believe


I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn't pay

I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn't right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason

I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day
And it's not the end until everything's okay

I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson
And nothing cures better then a drinking session

I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage
I believe we only get better with age

I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life
And there's still help when you're in strife

I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song
And things will change before too long

I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people's expense
I believe it's hard to watch a lover leave
And when they're gone all you can do is breath

I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve
But it's ok because I believe

- Kayla Neil

Thursday, December 10, 2009

train..

As the night passes.... the day is always followed by...yet sometimes you refuse to see the light and choose to close your eyes........will the train passing through the tunel take me to where I dream't to be ..to be or not to be is always a question when you refuse to believe.... i still have a choice to pull the chain but do i really know if this was the wrong train or that has already passed by..!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Beautiful Day...

windy day..

It is windy beautiful day ..the trees dancing and the wind blowing
I take my life back to school and college days..
to remember the innocence of childhood
and the fire to be somewhere someday ..

Life hasn't changed too much now...
I am married and moved to a lonely or lovely land
I still enjoy all the small things in life that continues ..
and worry about the big thing in life that has been paused...
Sitting beside the window wondering where to begin
I see the white clouds moving ..
trees swaying and smell the beautiful fresh red roses in the vase..

Life is the only game where we do not know what is next
Yet we do not stop living today hoping for a better tomorrow
If there is nothing we look for everyday... then life is just a boring game
I thank God that today is a wonderful beautiful day
And everyday has a lot of surprises that doesn't come the easy way



Wednesday, August 26, 2009

today go away ..tomorrow will be a better day!!:)

I went to the library and it was closed.. came back and couldn't study..blame my poor concentration.. cooked some food and I was feeling clostrophobic..! decided to go to gym and started cleaning the dishes,, broke a wine class and was wondering why!! I have never been this careless before.... feeling guilty that I am not able to study nor find a job.. the big porcelain bowl slipped from my hand and I caught it with my left hand and broke my finger instead.. It was awfully paining and I couldn't scream more.. it turned blue and there was a severe blood clot.. want to talk to someone but no one around..called one of friend and then my sissy just to forget the pain and it got better .. looks like a bad day.. time for dinner and now have to cook again!! managed to type so well without even using the typo finger ;-) Gosssssshhhhhhh!! I have just one more day left to go !! This is my Late honeymoon with my honey..!! Paris ' City of love' is calling :) When will my sweetu call me ??? :(


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

something.....!!!

The time is 11 am, May 19th!It is sunny and raining... It has been more than two months that I have been married and in London.I just woke up...My usual hot cup of elachi tea,biscuits and mixture to begin with..! flipped through the orkut and facebook sites.. one of my cute friend is getting married soon atlast..... interesting...!! :) sensex zoomed 2099 points to 14,272 yesterday and is up , up and up again to 14,302.... wow :D something to make me happy now !!

Weekends are so much fun but why are weekdays soo quite??probabily weekends are the only time i get to spend with santosh..well movies ,restaurants,shopping,cooking,traveling and something or the other to keep us busy and interesting.. !! :P
I love my fitness club and I go for gymming,cycle studio,pilates,yoga..yet to try tai chi and swimming !! I wanna learn swimming now.. they always interested me but I was scared of the chennai chlorinated water and my horribly sensitive skin .
life is fun !! I am enjoying this break ...my new found break !! been really ages that I got time just for myself doing NOTHING!! life has never been like this before and it is never going to be so again.. Santosh works round about the clock...he woke up at 5am and started working from home , left to office at 8am and returned home 11 pm yesterday..this is usual...but he has just told me once so far that he doesn't have time for anything at all and he is upset!
I got my membership in the closest library.They are great place to read some finance books. I applied randomly for some jobs through consultants, websites but haven't started seriously yet. I hope things are not as bad as I hear .Credit crunch,recession,redundancy,...,,job cuts are the only things I have been hearing for the last 6 months :(
well ..I have already got bored of doing nothing so time for doing something..........! :P