Friday, August 25, 2006

I’m learning what life is all about [:-)]

Mumbia for me???:( or :)?????It has been more than a month now .College life is much better than first year.The reason is just ME.I bunked my morning lecture today after a hectic last minute project submission yesterday. Not a great value addition though,but realized how unorganized I was to submit the report at 2 am which was 2 hours past the deadline. I just realized today that just going to college can keep me much happier than sitting idle in my room. Absolutely no mood to read banking case study or to prepare for my NCFM exam. I need a break.I wish I could take a flight to chennai and spend few days with my family.I wish I could take another trip to Singapore, Malaysia .. that was so much fun…even the thought make me so happy. how Stupid ?...Placements in jus 3 months and trimester exam in jus 3 weeks and I really doubt my knowledge quotient... 21years of my life in Chennai and my love for this city and people there has not reduced a bit….jus talking or going out with my friends,dinning out with papa and mama ,spending weekend somewhere away from city with family ,even jus talking to my sis and dad,let it be even the usual cribbing stuff used to make my day....and then getting back to routine work was chill. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you.

Mumbai life is so fast. Oh..I love Mumbai rains…they are awesome. I’ve hardly traveled in Mumbai local trains but I like travelling when the crowd is reasonably less.. couple of shopping malls,movie halls,couple of temples and the market close by.. oh!how could I forget the road side bale puri and pani puri,the vada pav in my college canteen,the sad coffee I make and the atta magi every now and then..and that’s Mumbai for me. It has been more than three weeks that I ‘ve been anywhere other than my college and hostel . I cant believe that my social life here is so sad and I know the reason is just ME.

World’s Greatest Lie: At a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what’s happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. -Alchemist

Mumbai is not a boring city.I would rather say that I am a boring person.My close friends here party/dance the whole night and they find it such a relief from the routine day to day life. But, I've never had a flair for dancing...Movies.. Ohhhhh Noooooo…I still remember watching Amitab’s sarkar movie with my Swedish friend Jovana and I wonder who understood the movie better.But, I do watch quite a few hindi movies with my friends... something is better than nothing right?…and you need extreme patience to download a movie from net only to realize that the movie is more boring than your lectures ..chatting (online)keeps u much closer to your friends who are miles away and help u especially when you feel lonely.. but after a point.. u have nothing to talk about…but it is still better than paying thousands on your airtel bill.Laptop, messenger, magi, mobile and my iPod has become my life savior .
People always seem to have a clear idea of how others should live their lives, but none about his or her own.

While I am just talking about the most trivial things in my life,my friend just entered my room to show me few of her snap with her class friends.. and she added.. he is so and so and his dad died in the recent bomb blast in Mumbai.I had no words to say.. I just realized that life can get unfair to anyone anytime and it's important to enjoy the present!!!!after all, LIFE is the moment we're living now.
I know I am BLESSED!

“Some of life’s best pleasures are its simplest ones. Enrich your life with more of them and your heart will be happy!”