Saturday, December 16, 2006

Some Random picz..

Welingkar college!!!!!buddies...the dearest ones r missing thou..my trip to Lonavla,Mumbai!!!


Jingle bells!!Early Morning smileeeeeees:))))Lonavla again
Quite undoubtedly,the cutest chicks of welingkars..will miss u 4 the most :)
hey,tatz my college in the background :)


Engineering day..Girliiiiiiiiissss..they sure made my 4 years memorable




Friendship day bash!!engg days again!
ooooooooops!!!few r missing in the picz!!!
end of teens..My 19th year birthday celebration at my home


While standing here and looking back
I realise that I have very little to lack,
Having friends like you to back me up
Everytime I take another step,
so,now though we are parting our ways
Remember your fun and friends we had those days!


Can life get any better????
Sweet Home!Me,dad,sis and Vicky :) 2005!


btw,I got placed in iFlex as business analyst..most importantly ,I ll be moving to chennai(home)soon...Can I believe this??Thanx to God!!!!




Monday, November 20, 2006

This too shall pass...

Guess I am suffering from fearo mania;)lol..I have been torturing most of my friends cribbing about my placements..I know this is not the end of my life..afterall,its just another crossroad..I dont want to be in Bombay any more..I have just one life and I decide how and where I want to live..23 years of hard work..not that I have worked that hard but then,when I look back today,I realise that the major part of my life has been revolving around exams,results,books,blah..blah...Is this all life about????heard from few of my seniors that corporate life is nothing less than 10 to 12 hours of hard work,deadlines,targets..blah..blah..
I want to make it big in my proffessional life..I guess that surely excites me..nothing like ur own success..I still dream of getting back to business down the line but that the last thing in my mind now..I want to start with a bank ,understand the financials and operations and then move to IT in few years...but dont know what my destiny is like..
I thoroughly enjoyed the 3 months I spent in ABN AMRO during my summer project though the work was extremely exhausting.I hope my first job gives me some oppurtunity to learn something in finance.
Its better not to expect anything so that u dont get too dissappointed at the end :)

one of my friend sent this poem to me long back...

There's nothing to fear --- you're as
good as the best,
For there's no one just like you.
There's only one you in the world today;
So nobody else, you see,
Can do your work in as fine a way

So face the world, and all life is yours
To conquer and love and live:
And you'll find the happiness that endures
In just the measure you give;
There's nothing too good for you to possess,
Nor heights where you cannot go:
Your power is more than belief or guess ---
It is something you have to know.

Set your foot on the highest hill ---
There's nothing you cannot do.

My mom always says that I have got lucky stars/crown in my horoscope..lemme see if there is any ? lol!!!!!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

My trip to singapore and malaysia:)Happy moments!

My dad and mom were planning for a Europe trip without me and my sis! That is toooooo mean, isn’t it ?The plan slowly changed to taking my younger sis along(bcoz she never gave them a choice). That is extremely mean !well, all the plans changed and finally we all decided to go together to singapore and Malaysia.
My first day in singapore was full of excitement.Everything was exciting,the roads,the people,the cars,the road side shops,the 5 star hotels,the bathroom with tub, the swimming pool ,the lights and curtains, even the lock system was so different and suprising.Especially the way the chicks dress..all dressed in mini skirts,most of them in the dimensions of a perfect model..but yes,Indians have a better face value.

It was time for the most important thing in life,the dinner. Landed up in some Thai restaurant,spent some 1000 rupees just to throw the food. We ordered sea food dishes thinking it would be fish until we saw the dish had some different shapes of sea animals..some looked like snakes too. All of us were starving.
Then finally discovered an Indian restaurant close by and just had butter Naan and paneer (now that we all have decided to become strictly vegetarian ;)) and paid almost 10 times the Indian rates .Reminds me of the Big Mac theory and the purchasing power of people now.

The experience of eating Thai sea food actually affected me so much that I refused to eat non-veg even in Indian restaurant and It took me almost 3 months to get over it.

check out the picture.. two days later we found people selling thai sea food in the market! No wonder I couldn't recover from the shock!

Mornings were best part because of the rich breakfast in buffet system.They had all kind of foods be it Indian, Thai(yuk),Chinese, American ,all kinds of fruit salads, juices,deserts and dishes I have never even seen before. It was a new experience and I totally enjoyed it. But, we had plain Indian food. Didn't want to risk it again.

we visited all the places of tourists interest at Singapore like, the Jurong Bird Park, Zoo, Night Safari, Sentosa island, Esplanade theatre, ChinaTown,Old shophouses, temples and traditional trades and Little India( A fascinating place having all Indian things, from aromatic spicies to delicate woven sarees.)
We also went to several beaches, watched dolphin show at lagoon, bird’s of prey show and musical magical fountain show.
The famous Sentosa, Resort Island with theme parks was an amazing multi-sensory experience.During the night safari,they took us into the jungle but it was too made up and was nothing compared to the mudhumalai forest in India ,I ve been before.But,the best of all was the birds park and the underwater word. The birds park took us into a different world of the birds paradise, especially the talking parrots were amusing.

We went to various malls like Mustafa Plaza, Orchard Mall, etc which were really big malls. We bought two ipod nano,one white and one black from the Apple centre. They were a bit cheaper than here.Singapore is a rich and posh place. So clean with highly disciplined people. If you were 2 minutes late ,you miss the bus.we never had to wait even for five minutes any where right from the airport. My sis was telling my dad "guess this is not our kinda place. They expect too much punctuality” (lol).
It is a zero crime city and there is death penalty for drug trafficking there.There are government houses for people below certain income and there is absolutely no poverty anywhere.

We had dance shows and fun games even in the resort we were staying.Ya,Mahi won the crown ;)lol
We went to Malaysia for the next 3 days. There was not much to see there except for the mind boggling genetic park and the lovely shopping malls. Things were much more cheaper and affordable than Singapore and there were lovely collection of bags, shoes and western clothes.

The Genting island, a beautiful amusement place developed on a hill for tourists. A Chinese man had constructed a big fun park there. My sis and me were too excited and tried all the dangerous games on earth. Some games were like life after death.


The best was the suicide game. It takes you almost to the sky and u fall from there. I closed my eyes tightly like a coward and lost the entire thrill of suicide !haha!

But,the most unforgettable moment was in the Genting island in kuala lumpur,especialy the shopping experiance. My usual size shirts didn't fit me right.Guess,after effect of spending most of the time in pizza hut and relishing home food during my summer project.Still purchased them hoping to reduce ;)My sis also agreed with my idea.
We promised to be back my 9 PM .There was still some time left. We Went around clicking pic’s. We were amazed to see the GHOST standing outside.

It was the Ghost house and we didn’t want to pay and buy sleepless nights. We tried clicking a pic ,though we were warned once.The GHOST literally pounced on us just to chase us.well,who is more scaring is still a question ;)
My heart stopped for a moment and we left the place finally that too running and screaming like kids.

It was time to get back to the room.We knew that dad wouldn't like us returning late.We were LOST. yes, I cant believe it but we were completely lost in the crowd.
It is a big island with more than 10,000 shows and games around.
There were so many floors (indoor and outdoor)and we couldn't find our way back.


Tensed,excited,confused...lost!!!We had no choice but went around saying “we are lost. we stay in the grand season hotel .please help us”.Running around in genetic island which is very steep was terribly tiring.My sis said "now,I think ur shirt would fit u right".(lol)
Today,I realize that it was the best thing that happened in my entire trip. So much fun to explored the entire island in full tension.
We were back to Chennai.we started comparing things.The airport was so simple, a bit dirty too unlike Singapore airport which was even better than a 7 star hotel. Chennai was scorching hot. we took a cab and were laughing over various things.
My dad was criticizing the buildings here. The trees were much above the building. Cant compare it with Singapore building where they almost touch the sky and the tree’s appear so tiny next to the them.

But at the end of it.. Nothing like India.. nothing like your home!
I seriously cherished every moment I spent with my family in Singapore and Malaysia. May be, I’ll plan one more trip someday,ofcourse with someone else bearing the cost;) lol!!

Friday, August 25, 2006

I’m learning what life is all about [:-)]

Mumbia for me???:( or :)?????It has been more than a month now .College life is much better than first year.The reason is just ME.I bunked my morning lecture today after a hectic last minute project submission yesterday. Not a great value addition though,but realized how unorganized I was to submit the report at 2 am which was 2 hours past the deadline. I just realized today that just going to college can keep me much happier than sitting idle in my room. Absolutely no mood to read banking case study or to prepare for my NCFM exam. I need a break.I wish I could take a flight to chennai and spend few days with my family.I wish I could take another trip to Singapore, Malaysia .. that was so much fun…even the thought make me so happy. how Stupid ?...Placements in jus 3 months and trimester exam in jus 3 weeks and I really doubt my knowledge quotient... 21years of my life in Chennai and my love for this city and people there has not reduced a bit….jus talking or going out with my friends,dinning out with papa and mama ,spending weekend somewhere away from city with family ,even jus talking to my sis and dad,let it be even the usual cribbing stuff used to make my day....and then getting back to routine work was chill. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you.

Mumbai life is so fast. Oh..I love Mumbai rains…they are awesome. I’ve hardly traveled in Mumbai local trains but I like travelling when the crowd is reasonably less.. couple of shopping malls,movie halls,couple of temples and the market close by.. oh!how could I forget the road side bale puri and pani puri,the vada pav in my college canteen,the sad coffee I make and the atta magi every now and then..and that’s Mumbai for me. It has been more than three weeks that I ‘ve been anywhere other than my college and hostel . I cant believe that my social life here is so sad and I know the reason is just ME.

World’s Greatest Lie: At a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what’s happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. -Alchemist

Mumbai is not a boring city.I would rather say that I am a boring person.My close friends here party/dance the whole night and they find it such a relief from the routine day to day life. But, I've never had a flair for dancing...Movies.. Ohhhhh Noooooo…I still remember watching Amitab’s sarkar movie with my Swedish friend Jovana and I wonder who understood the movie better.But, I do watch quite a few hindi movies with my friends... something is better than nothing right?…and you need extreme patience to download a movie from net only to realize that the movie is more boring than your lectures ..chatting (online)keeps u much closer to your friends who are miles away and help u especially when you feel lonely.. but after a point.. u have nothing to talk about…but it is still better than paying thousands on your airtel bill.Laptop, messenger, magi, mobile and my iPod has become my life savior .
People always seem to have a clear idea of how others should live their lives, but none about his or her own.

While I am just talking about the most trivial things in my life,my friend just entered my room to show me few of her snap with her class friends.. and she added.. he is so and so and his dad died in the recent bomb blast in Mumbai.I had no words to say.. I just realized that life can get unfair to anyone anytime and it's important to enjoy the present!!!!after all, LIFE is the moment we're living now.
I know I am BLESSED!

“Some of life’s best pleasures are its simplest ones. Enrich your life with more of them and your heart will be happy!”

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

A rainy day in chennai( a day in my life )


It was a boring day .I didn’t feel like doing my project report. It's my Best friend Beatrice Birthday today and she is leaving to bangalore tonight to pursue her career. The chit chats, photo and cake cutting session was over.
I managed to convince my dad to take me to a telugu movie (Godhawari) that evening. Being in Bombay, I really miss watching nice telugu and tamil movies. It was an cute love story. I liked it a lot. On my way back to home, it was heavily raining and I was just enjoying the drive. My dad was talking to me about his early married life when he used to watch telugu movies with mamma in the same hall and used to return home with a heavy heart thinking of all the difficulties and uncertainties in his newly started business, the huge responsibility and pain in managing a family and other things. He thanked God that he had walked a long way from there.
A day in my life... I’m done with my summer project, nothing to worry about, no Mr.Rangan(my boss at ABN)to question me, nothing to study, no college tomorrow, no commitments, no responsibility, lot of friends and I was amidst the best of the people but still something was troubling me. I had gone through an extreme lonely phase in my life few months back and today I know that no amount of money, knowledge and even professional success can ever give you as much happiness as being amidst loved ones. But life is never so easy. You’ve got to get out of your shell to see the realities of life where you explore, learn and prove your worth.
Well, I was just talking about something troubling me right????I'm still pondering on it. I'm wondering why I get so bored so often. Guess, I should get more focused at work.
I'm quite excited about getting back to college and I m looking forward to a better me, at least this year. To come out of all my mental blocks, to accept that success comes before work only in the dictionary, to be more independent, to have more fun, to expect less and to give more, to accept people for what they are, to dream more, to enjoy every moment in life and to be myself, a very cheerful person who is truly happy despite the small ups and downs in life. Sometimes, not having any problems becomes the biggest problem in life because you tend to lose focus and fail to realize the purpose and meaning of life. Well, I‘ve still not discovered the real meaning of life but I ‘ m sure I will, very soon.


“As you struggle for survival has subsided, the question has emerged: survival for what? Ever more people have the meaning to live, but no meaning to live for”
- Viktor Frankl

Friday, June 23, 2006

Hez the cutest




my sis calls him..'lovely Baby' my mom call him 'vikiloddu' and all of us call him Vicky!My nephew and chella Kutta..I think I m gonno miss him the most when I leave to Bombay!

Me..at the right place!!!!!!!!

Yelagiri is a small beautiful hilly area in TN!
I spent my last weekend with my mom,dad and sis in a farm house there.
Love birds singing,Parrets,huge trees,Jack fruits and a small lake close by..everything still green in my mind.I 've been staying away from home for the past six months and just spending time with them was a bliss!!!!!

The Divine















I dedicate my first blog to 'The Divine'


"There is one divine Force which acts in the universe and in the individual and is also beyond the individual and the universe"